Life is not about you, it is about God and what pleases him.
The Bible clearly states according to 2 Peter 3:9, that God is not delaying his coming because of you who is already born again. He’s is not delaying it so that he can bestow upon you some marvellous spiritual power. He is not delaying it so that he can bless you and make you great in life. He is not delaying it just so that you can have long life and prosperity.
The one reason why Jesus has not come again is so that the lost will be saved. He does not want any of them to perish.
Yesterday you went to church and told God you love Him. Prove it by attending to what pleases Him the most. Preach the gospel.
I pray that God will put in you the passion for souls and the grace to truly love him as you claim, in Jesus name, Amen.