I remember the first day I heard you
It was hot and dry and about mid-noon
I was so lonely when I saw you
So I decided to follow you
We went on a ride together
Some of the best times I remember
We sobbed and cried together
We laughed and played, it was meant to last forever
But things changed when we made that covenant
Oh, how could I have been so ignorant
I swore my love for you was permanent
That I would never have a closer friend
Then sooner than later there was that visitor at my door
Asking “Can I come and play with you this early morn?”
Even though I saw your obvious frown
I let him in while you looked on without a sound
I played all day with him
Little did I know his services were not free
And that this was just the beginning of my cheating spree
With gluttony I became best friends
Its hold on me would never end
Fornication lived under my bed
Money became my lover
Fame, I was most fond oh
Jealousy was my new comfort
I cheated on you with all my heart, soul, mind and strength
But you just kept watching on at length
Lord, you terrified me!!!!
And so I did it
I told you, “Get thee behind me!”
For I thought you were the enemy
Yet your little voice kept nudging me
So still, yet so loud that I could not sleep
So I didn’t just shout, “Crucify him!”
I whipped him, and nailed him and pierced him
Yes, I killed him!
Jesus!
My best friend!
I Killed him!